Well..When I 1st graduated from high-school I started working and studying at the same time.
I never thought that work would be so important at a young age.. but it was, I have learned a lot of stuff and gain a lot of skills.. Not to mention the great times and friends I gained during my two years of working with the most wonderful people you could ever meet.
Now after 2 years of living with coworkers whom become my family more than just people I work with.. I'm going to leave them..
I found a better opportunity, somewhere else where I can rely more on my self and be more independent. and more responsible.. In a place where I can sculpt myself and work more harder to improve my self, yea that might sound a little selfish but if we stop learning and don't work hard to feed our selves with knowledge we will rotten in self pride and fade away.. we wont be able to compete among the great..
I didn't think that leaving them would be so hard for me.. but it is, its like changing schools and not being able to see the people you got used to seeing every single day, I feel like I'm leaving my country my home and going to another place where I have to adapt away from the ones who protect me.This is like changing your whole life.. and going places you only go to in dreams or nightmares..
I still can't imagine my self not driving to that office.. And I still cant see my self not greeting one my best friend the minute I walk in , there on the reception drinking her coffee... and the sales team, with their optimistic smiles that makes you think that nothing will go wrong no matter what, because they got your back..
and I can never Forget "Meedo" the IT specialist, that man is one of the important reasons I come to the company every single day... hehe I remember how we share food with each other..or more like him having a piece of my sandwiches... of course I started making him a whole sandwich after a while but.. still I will miss that a lot...
When I 1st told them that I'm leaving I felt like they hated me for my decision.. and none of them wanted me to leave,none of them..
And I know by leaving I might not be able to go back to the place I once called home, But that's a risk I gotta take.. I'm learning new things by the minute, and I will never stop learning.. and I will be great and I will make something out of my self.. That's the only thing I am sure about.
Of course this journey I'm starting might not be pleasant at 1st.. But there is always daylight after dark. and peace after suffering ...
I know I'm saying this like its gonna be the last day on earth.. But I'm sure its not gonna be that bad because I will of course stay in touch with all of them.. Plus the hardest part was telling them the news.. and that was over.
At the end of the day I'm still so excited to start my new job and be good at it as I hope.All I need is to work hard, stay in focus of what's around me and what I need to do..And Learn walk before I learn to run.
Labels: Chance, Change, Jobs, Life, Opportunity
